i never have bestfriend,
i never have close friend,
i dont need them,
because i dont trust them.
Monday, November 30, 2009
my boo
i miss u so much,
i feel lonely,
i'm suffering without u pa...
what are you doing right now pa?
i'll always love you...
i'll wait for you my dear...
i feel lonely,
i'm suffering without u pa...
what are you doing right now pa?
i'll always love you...
i'll wait for you my dear...
Saturday, November 28, 2009
Thanks Mom And Dad
Hard times, easy times, Always,
A great life was given to me cause of you,
Nothing I ever say can say how much I love you for it,
I LOVE MY FAMILY VERY MUCH
FOR MY MOM,DAD N MY SIS
To be apart of a family like mine
is so divine
where love is shown
hurt is shared
our love for each other is never impaired
is so divine
where love is shown
hurt is shared
our love for each other is never impaired
we talk
we laugh
we cry
we laugh
we cry
but we are a family
and we do it all together
for as a family
we do it all as one
and we do it all together
for as a family
we do it all as one
you hurt one
you hurt all
and as a family unit
we will all stand tall
you hurt all
and as a family unit
we will all stand tall
for we are family
a family full of strength
a family full of love
a family no one can touch
that, s why I love my family so much.
a family full of strength
a family full of love
a family no one can touch
that, s why I love my family so much.
BROKEN HEART
Broken heart never love again,
Broken heart all because of men,
Broken heart never to be replaced,
Broken heart the problems I have faced,
Broken heart what’s the future gonna be like?
Broken heart that was the final strike,
Broken heart who is to blame?
Broken heart you put out the flame.
Broken heart all because of men,
Broken heart never to be replaced,
Broken heart the problems I have faced,
Broken heart what’s the future gonna be like?
Broken heart that was the final strike,
Broken heart who is to blame?
Broken heart you put out the flame.
why you always make me cry?
I never want to cry again but here I am doing the same.
You hurt me once, you hurt me twice, and you’ll never have the chance to hurt me thrice.
I thought you loved me like I do, but now I know that is not true.
I loved you and only you, I told myself no one else will do
The time has come for me to see that you never really wanted to find time for me
All I want you to do is answer two questions for me.
Why you always make me cry?
And do you know that you never miss the water until the well runs dry…
You hurt me once, you hurt me twice, and you’ll never have the chance to hurt me thrice.
I thought you loved me like I do, but now I know that is not true.
I loved you and only you, I told myself no one else will do
The time has come for me to see that you never really wanted to find time for me
All I want you to do is answer two questions for me.
Why you always make me cry?
And do you know that you never miss the water until the well runs dry…
LOVE IS....................YOU
LOVE doesn't mean that things have to be easy.
LOVE doesn't mean always getting your way.
LOVE means that somebody gives up their ego so that at the end of the day,you can be hommies, lovers and best friends.
LOVE doesn't lightly dismiss what the other person is feeling,instead it gives you the chance to speak out and have someone to be with you through all of your endeavours.
LOVE takes your hand without saying a word.
LOVE knows that,the two of you may not agree but still understands that you need to be heard....
LOVE holds you close,yet gives you space when you need it.
LOVE stands beside you in whatever you do,but still corrects you when you're wrong.
LOVE tells u the sweetest things but never lies to you even when the truth hurts.
LOVE conquers all..
LOVE is being proud of what you have and thinking nothing could be better.
LOVE is jumping off the highest peak, believing that that person is waitin at the bottom to catch you.
LOVE is loving the imperfect person perfectly.
LOVE is a shoulder to lean on,a friend to laugh with,a special someone to spend time with..
LOVE IS ......... YOU!!!
I know i haven't found YOU yet..but what scares me is that you could be within my grasp,but because i don't know that YOU are the one,i could end up losing YOU...
one question haunts me : 'who are YOU¿?'
LOVE doesn't mean always getting your way.
LOVE means that somebody gives up their ego so that at the end of the day,you can be hommies, lovers and best friends.
LOVE doesn't lightly dismiss what the other person is feeling,instead it gives you the chance to speak out and have someone to be with you through all of your endeavours.
LOVE takes your hand without saying a word.
LOVE knows that,the two of you may not agree but still understands that you need to be heard....
LOVE holds you close,yet gives you space when you need it.
LOVE stands beside you in whatever you do,but still corrects you when you're wrong.
LOVE tells u the sweetest things but never lies to you even when the truth hurts.
LOVE conquers all..
LOVE is being proud of what you have and thinking nothing could be better.
LOVE is jumping off the highest peak, believing that that person is waitin at the bottom to catch you.
LOVE is loving the imperfect person perfectly.
LOVE is a shoulder to lean on,a friend to laugh with,a special someone to spend time with..
LOVE IS ......... YOU!!!
I know i haven't found YOU yet..but what scares me is that you could be within my grasp,but because i don't know that YOU are the one,i could end up losing YOU...
one question haunts me : 'who are YOU¿?'
LOVE IS ALL I ASK FOR IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR...........
If i told you to stay,
would you be by my side
or simply walk away?
If i reached for your hand,
would you capture it and never let me go,
or would you ignore it, just like all of my calls?
If i came to visit you on a stormy day,
would you welcome me with a shy smile,
or would you leave me out in the pouring rain?
If i told you i missed you,
would you tell you've missed me too,
or would you lie to me to silence me?
If i told you i need you to breathe,
would you be the air i need,
or would you tell me that i'm the one thickening the air your breathing?
If i told you i loved you,
would you love me more every second of the day like before,
personally i wouldn't care how much you loved me as long as you still did........
would you be by my side
or simply walk away?
If i reached for your hand,
would you capture it and never let me go,
or would you ignore it, just like all of my calls?
If i came to visit you on a stormy day,
would you welcome me with a shy smile,
or would you leave me out in the pouring rain?
If i told you i missed you,
would you tell you've missed me too,
or would you lie to me to silence me?
If i told you i need you to breathe,
would you be the air i need,
or would you tell me that i'm the one thickening the air your breathing?
If i told you i loved you,
would you love me more every second of the day like before,
personally i wouldn't care how much you loved me as long as you still did........
LOVE HAS NO RULES
When you're in love you have to be smart;
Do u think with your head? Or think with your heart?
Choose to make sense? Or let your feelings guide you?
Do what is best? Or do what's inside you?
Your head can calculate, measure, and add..
But you can't count on him treating you bad.
Your heart knows your desires & how you feel..
But it requires something far too real..
Your head & your heart will always have duels..
Because simply put; Love has no rules.
When your in love you cant control it
Your body and words simply show it
You mind and soul simply know it
And your heart isn't appose to grow it
When your in love you dont put conditions
Love has meaning but no real definition
There is no real beginning and impossible extinction
Cause you only love once, otherwise its just lust and ambition
When your in love it shows in your body language
you feel like your smile can light up the planet
With a heart filled with a love that will never vanish
Knowing how you feel, even if no one understands it.
Do u think with your head? Or think with your heart?
Choose to make sense? Or let your feelings guide you?
Do what is best? Or do what's inside you?
Your head can calculate, measure, and add..
But you can't count on him treating you bad.
Your heart knows your desires & how you feel..
But it requires something far too real..
Your head & your heart will always have duels..
Because simply put; Love has no rules.
When your in love you cant control it
Your body and words simply show it
You mind and soul simply know it
And your heart isn't appose to grow it
When your in love you dont put conditions
Love has meaning but no real definition
There is no real beginning and impossible extinction
Cause you only love once, otherwise its just lust and ambition
When your in love it shows in your body language
you feel like your smile can light up the planet
With a heart filled with a love that will never vanish
Knowing how you feel, even if no one understands it.
LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP
A thousand kisses will never be,
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,
Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,
Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,
I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,
Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,
Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,
My heart feels as though it's within a cage,
You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star,
I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair,
All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet again as that is our fate,
I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day,
Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,
Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,
Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand,
I'll wish for that moment as I always do,
And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true.
Enough to satisfy my craving heart's plea,
Tommorrow will be the day I love you more,
Than today or yesterday or ever before,
Words and phrases will never do,
What my heart feels so deeply for you,
Deeper and deeper my feelings go,
My head is spinning too and fro,
I want you here, forever and more,
For our hearts to join and together explore,
Our hearts beat and beat as one,
Feel what I'm feeling, it's only begun,
Yet, slowly my desire turns to rage,
My heart feels as though it's within a cage,
You are so close yet so far,
At times like this I wish upon a star,
I wish you were here and not over there,
Yet life is hard as well as unfair,
All I can do is wish and wait,
Until we meet again as that is our fate,
I love you more than my words can say,
And forever my love will grow each passing day,
Until the day I gently hold your face,
Kiss your lips within a candle lit place,
Hold you close and feel you near,
Kiss your cheek, whisper to your ear,
Feel your soft skin beneath my hand,
Feel your energy inside expand,
I'll wish for that moment as I always do,
And I've wished upon a star, so my wish will come true.
about girl
Whn a GIRL is quiet millions of things are running in her mind.When a GIRL is not arguing ...
she is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.who calls you back when you hang up on him.who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses your forehead.Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends.Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' that's her!!!
she is thinking deeply.When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how
long you will be around.When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she is not at all
fine. When a GIRL stares at you she is wondering why you are lying. When a GIRL lays on your chest .. she is wishing for you to be hers forever. When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered. When a GIRL says ' I love you ' .. she means it. When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' .... no one in this world can miss you more than that. Life only comes around once make sure u spend it with the right person .... Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot.who calls you back when you hang up on him.who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who ..... kisses your forehead.Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats. Who holds your hand in front of his friends.Who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Who turns to his friends and says, ' that's her!!!
NEVER BE REPLACED
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank God that I live my life every day
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I'd regret
Ever having you by my side.
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know,
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you and
I won't miss you cause I'm happy that I had
You at all.
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time
From the day I met you
I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you and I wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You make me thank God that I live my life every day
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I'd regret
Ever having you by my side.
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know,
Enjoyed everyday that I spent with you and
I won't miss you cause I'm happy that I had
You at all.
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me too
Until the end of time
emotional breakdown
can i cry?
am i allowed to cry?
would you mind if i cry?
why do i even bother to ask?
you wouldn't know even if i did~
worst yet~ you wouldn't even bother about it~
what is all these mixed up feelings that is taking over me?
its like they're eating up every inch of my sanity~
leaving me to dissolve in a pool of absurdity.
i am not thinking right.
my heart is on the left.
should i follow what it says?
it should be right, right?
what am i talking about?
i am making no sense.
ok. shall leave.
i need an Iced COFFEE.
HAHA! Gosh.
not so perfect after all.:*
if only we were given a chance to choose the type of lives we wish to live in but then again who wouldn't want so? everyone could have said the same thing and that the problems they endure wouldn't even exist.
though so i must say i still love my life so far as i have lived as there is nothing much still that i would have to worry about. so much so i could say that i am pretty well blessed with everything i need and much more.
then again, it is the other thing in it that i still find time understanding. the problem that have bugged me pretty much as long as i have realised the root of vanity. the fact that i am never good enough. ever. especially, for her.
it saddens me whenever the same speech given tons of years ago and has forever been since so, keep repeating itself before me.
that same speech has been locked in tighter than the lyrics of my favorite song. i hated my reflection since. tried really hard to make myself look good so i could impress her for a bit but she never really cared. only when she thinks that for the day i looked good i am spared off the haunting speech. but when a certain flaw surface itself i am being thrown a million haunting questions that answers she could never except. she always has this insulting mechanism built-in. i am human ain't i? but why must i be different? why couldn't she understand that i face problems normal human faces and the most that i need off her is her understanding, love and respect.
i feel so pressured and that i am never good enough. i try so hard to do well but the results never mattered. who am i trying impress but myself anyways. i strive to do well because i hope that i would be respected and taken-in rather than being looked down, especially by them. but it never mattered. i felt like i am such a useless addition here i should never have been... i guess i really don't deserve love at all for who i am. for the fact that you'll never deserve love unless you love yourself first and i never really did love me. i hate me. not the life i am in but literally, me me.
at least god have been really good to me by sending really great friends as gifts. i am happy and grateful to say the people i meet have been really really nice and friendly. at least i feel that whenever i need someone to talk to or spend time with, i have them. at least they wouldn't be so harsh on me and i could just spread my hands and ask for a hug.
i am so sorry i have been talking trash for so long. i hope you don't get judgmental or anything. i don't mean to create any misunderstandings. i don't know. maybe it is the night. maybe it is me. any hows im sorry.
though so i must say i still love my life so far as i have lived as there is nothing much still that i would have to worry about. so much so i could say that i am pretty well blessed with everything i need and much more.
then again, it is the other thing in it that i still find time understanding. the problem that have bugged me pretty much as long as i have realised the root of vanity. the fact that i am never good enough. ever. especially, for her.
it saddens me whenever the same speech given tons of years ago and has forever been since so, keep repeating itself before me.
that same speech has been locked in tighter than the lyrics of my favorite song. i hated my reflection since. tried really hard to make myself look good so i could impress her for a bit but she never really cared. only when she thinks that for the day i looked good i am spared off the haunting speech. but when a certain flaw surface itself i am being thrown a million haunting questions that answers she could never except. she always has this insulting mechanism built-in. i am human ain't i? but why must i be different? why couldn't she understand that i face problems normal human faces and the most that i need off her is her understanding, love and respect.
i feel so pressured and that i am never good enough. i try so hard to do well but the results never mattered. who am i trying impress but myself anyways. i strive to do well because i hope that i would be respected and taken-in rather than being looked down, especially by them. but it never mattered. i felt like i am such a useless addition here i should never have been... i guess i really don't deserve love at all for who i am. for the fact that you'll never deserve love unless you love yourself first and i never really did love me. i hate me. not the life i am in but literally, me me.
at least god have been really good to me by sending really great friends as gifts. i am happy and grateful to say the people i meet have been really really nice and friendly. at least i feel that whenever i need someone to talk to or spend time with, i have them. at least they wouldn't be so harsh on me and i could just spread my hands and ask for a hug.
i am so sorry i have been talking trash for so long. i hope you don't get judgmental or anything. i don't mean to create any misunderstandings. i don't know. maybe it is the night. maybe it is me. any hows im sorry.
goodnight everyone.
i hope the dreams are sweet and the day is good for you. :)
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